whaaaaaaat november already that's crazy!! haha
soccer is over...had an awesome time girls i love you..seniors maaaannn i am going to miss you like crazyyyyy!!! ahhhh it's going to suck without you all. ::tear::
peer leader trip 'o5- great times...casey goes to the bus wearing his candycorn thing for halloween..that was hilarious...bus ride up, wasnt the same as last year but oh well..fell asleep..our director person eric is a total hippie..oh man...haha watched the soccer game cheered for nadine. i am jess' only fan!!! and proud of it!!!! you show everyone your mad volleyball skills!!! haha. lunch..only girl at the table.. had a napkin fight with will..haha we're dorks..the camp was infested with ladybugs!! geeez they got sooooo annoying!!! watched people do the high ropes course...hmm maybe next year i'll do it...maybe...nelson and claudia came...hung out with casey,nelson and claudia...dinner it was us four at our own table..because we are losers..cool losers of course...ha camp fire on halloween...torres and mr t trying to plot and scare us.. didnt want to watch saw...because i am a chicken shit...played cards and listened to music in nelson and caseys room with them and chris.. bed time...alli snores sooooooo incredibly loud..haha..wake up and forget where i was. 18 girls + 2 bathrooms = chaos. breakfast..i dont remember lol...hike to high point...fun fun..me and cara forgot our inhalers..not fun...b-e-a-utiful view. took lots of pics. quite time was...relaxing...but a spider was crawling towards me and we werent supposed to move...and that HUGE catipiller..ew..hike down was nicer than the hike up mainly because well..it's downhill...lunch...team building projects i love..so much fun...but me standing on nelsons shoulders was scary! haha i trust him but i just dont like being that high..claudia is not the smartest, well she is but she's also the wisest...true! eric agreed with me. watched batman...than watched people play football. had a chat with jason..that kid is so funny. dinner..the guy is scaryyyyyyy! camp fire again...me and catlin scream when mr t took our flashlights and ran! ahhhh lol down time...people played cards...me casey and mr t watched garden state..mr t snores like no other...watched batman again with nadine all curled up! haha nice socks!!! go to sleep real late or should i say real early? roger called me whattttt? wake up pack up. breakfast, clean cabins, archery. i dont do that i am scared..freezed my ass of than went to the main building place..ate lunch..went into the boys bathroom with nadine ahhh! someone was using the urnal!!...it sucks being a girl...passsed out super fast on the bus...got to the school me and britanie walked with our stuffs cuz we're cool..lol...went home showered and hung out with casey..
today- felt so relaxed until 5th period when i had to work..grrr i hate picture day. i missed everyone but would have loooooved to of stayed...talks with nadine in gym=awesomeness. go over to caseys...10 months today 
i cant tell you how i'm going to act
i cant predict my feelings
but i do know that you're always on my mind
and i dont want you to leave
but when you do
i'll try my best,
act as strong as i can be
but i bet the time will come
when i have to b r e a k down and cry
oh i just hope the next two months dont go by too fast..i dont want january to come... | 
i miss him soooo very much
